Eat. Sleep. Read. Fangirl.

December 21, 2014

just one day

"We are born in one day.
We die in one day.
We can change in one day.
And we can fall in love in one day.
Anything can happen in just one day."

- Gayle Forman, Just One Day

December 13, 2014


Happy - Marina and the Diamonds

It felt so sweet
It felt so strong
It made me feel like
I belonged
And all the sadness inside me
Melted away
Like I was free

December 3, 2014


White. Fluffy. Cold. Wet. 
 Everything is covered in a soft blanket of snow and the scene before me transformed, making it a magical land full of wonder and beauty. 
Something seems so peaceful about that.
 Though delicate, snow is icy and cold.
And every snowflake gently falling is unique and beautiful in its own way, just like every human. 
When the Christmas lights are on, I find myself smiling. Life has been so dull and busy that I haven't been feeling festive and joyful. 
Christmas is just around the corner, 
and it gives me a bit of hope. 
Hope that things will work out. 
Hope that the last month of the year will make a difference. 
Hope that I will start the new year with goals and making it right. 
Hope that it will be a good one. 
I just have to believe.

November 27, 2014


I've been stuck.
It's like I've been going in circles and I'm back to where I started.
It feels like I'm going nowhere. No where close to where I want to be.
I just want to be happy. To be free.
I don't know where to find that, but I hope I get there soon.
I just don't know what's good anymore.
I'm constantly overthinking the possibilities, to the point of madness.
Because I am mad. Mad at myself.
I can't deny that I'm mad at the world too. I wonder, why me?
My thoughts scare me. I need to stop.
All I just want is for this to work.
And I am so desperate for answers. 
My obsession with finding out the answers became unhealthy.
I was paranoid. 
I was scared.
I felt nothing and I felt everything.
I just need to know what is happening.
I fear uncertainty. That is one of the worst feelings.
The feeling of not knowing something.
And you can't do anything about it.
The answers will come eventually.
I just need to be patient with myself.

November 4, 2014

becoming you

This is a video that really inspired me after watching this. So much that I wanted to write a post about it. Troye Sivan is a youtuber and makes awesome videos. You should check him out! <3

I think becoming yourself may be the scariest thing that every person goes through. We are given this one life and we go through this long journey to find out who we are. Who we really are. We might all be blind because your true self is the most beautiful self of you. I hate the idea that people want to become someone they're not. We are obsessed with the idea that we're not good enough, not pretty enough. And honestly, I've felt those feelings more than enough. If you want to do the things that you've always wanted to do, then do it. Who cares what people think. You do you. Do the things that others are too scared to do. 

"Let yourself be the person you secretly wanted to be." 

- Troye Sivan

October 25, 2014


The feeling when you touch me. 
Just a light, simple touch of your hand in mine gives me butterflies in my stomach.
The way you just look at me with your beautiful blue eyes and smile at me.
I miss you holding me like I'm your world.
I could spend the whole day just cuddling with you.
And when we kiss, it feels like fireworks are exploding inside my head.
Your hands tracing my skin leaves me breathless.
And I can't help but wanting more.
More of your cuddles. More of your kisses. More of your touches.
More of you.
Am I selfish? I'm afraid to say that yes I am.
I just don't want anyone else having you.
I want to be the only girl for you.
The only one you have feelings for.
The only one who can make your heart pound.
So please don't fall in love with someone else.

October 15, 2014

yellow flicker beat

Yellow Flicker Beat - Lorde

This is the start of how it all ever ends
They used to shout my name, now they whisper it
I'm speeding up and this is the
Red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart

I cannot wait for Mockingjay Part 1!!! This song is perfect and so goood! <3

October 11, 2014

be young

Laugh as much as you can, as loud as you can.
Right now, this is the youngest you'll ever be.
It's okay to act silly.
So have fun.
Be young. Be wild. Be free.
Try new things.
Meet new people.
Take chances.
Take a million pictures.
Cherish your friends.
Believe in yourself.
Believe in love.
Be young.
Be you.

October 5, 2014

maybe, just maybe...

I didn't write this, saw this on tumblr. It was just too beautiful, I had to post this here. <3

September 27, 2014

rewind. play. pause. fast forward.

You know those times when you look at the clock and you just wish you could fast forward?
Fast forward to a time when you can be free.
To a time when you don't even need to look at the clock.
You just want to be somewhere else...

There are days where I wish I could control time.
Speed things up a bit, see where I'm going.
Slow it down because I don't want this day to end.
Pause it when I reach the perfect moment.
Rewind to go back to the good days.

I wish some nights lasted forever.
Wouldn't that be great?
But that's not the way life works.
All you can do is keep on playing because life moves on.

September 16, 2014

sweater weather

Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhod

Cause it's too cold
For you here and now
So let me hold
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater


September 11, 2014


It's time to put away tank tops and shorts, and pull out sweaters and boots. Fall is coming. Those long summer nights are gone, but the beauty of autumn awaits. Leaves are starting to fall, and turning to vibrant colours of red, yellow and orange. The wind is getting colder. Cheeks are becoming redder. Nights are getting darker. The perfect time to cuddle up by the window in your favourite sweater, and drink tea with a good book in your hand. 

I love the way when we see the seasons change. This is nature's way of telling us that it is okay to start over. Just like the leaves in autumn, when they have all stopped falling, we are left with the naked, dead branches of the tree. But when spring comes, it is replaced once again with beautiful flowers and lush green leaves.

It is okay to die to be born again.

August 30, 2014


"When you're young, thunderstorms seem scary. 
Like the sky is angry at you. 
But now that I'm older, something about its roar soothes me;
it's comforting to know that even nature needs to scream sometimes."

- Anonymous

August 21, 2014


I feel like I have always been waiting.
Waiting for the person that I want to become.
Waiting for the life I thought I would have.
Always daydreaming of the life I wish I had.
Dreaming of a life of living in a nice apartment, 
having an amazing job that I love, and a man that I come home to and give me cuddles.
And here I am, still waiting for this day.
This moment of my life to start.
I am waiting for that time, that person, that event when my life will finally begin.

August 16, 2014


Today, I turn twenty. I am officially not a teen anymore. But really, I still feel like a kid. I am so lucky to say that I have lived for twenty years and counting. I have learned so many things throughout the years. Now I look back at my life and think; so many mistakes, failures and awkward situations I've made. And that is okay. Being in my twenties now is a whole new step. I don't know if I am ready for it. The term 'adult' scares me. Being one has so many responsibilities. When I was younger, being an adult to me meant being successful, smart, and just know how to do things. Now I am one and I have none of those qualities. I ask myself, "what am I doing with my life?" I still don't know. All I know is that there are numerous adventures just waiting for me. I am still young. And I want to use my youth to go to new places, meet new people, make new friends, and make new memories. I want to just go. And I will answer my question someday. It's not over yet.
- 15 August, 2014

I wrote this yesterday which was my birthday, but I posted it today cause I didn't had time. :)

This was my birthday cake I got at a sushi restaurant with my family. So pretty! <3

August 13, 2014

my bed

P.S. this is not my bed. Wish it was. :P
Oh how I love my bed.
It is the most comfortable place there is.
I laugh, cry, get angry, feel ecstatic; all on my bed.
It knows all my secrets. It comforts me, and keeps me warm and safe.
It's where I make up scenarios in my head that I wish could happen in real life.
I never want to leave my bed.
It is where I sleep.
Nothing is better than that.
You forget everything for a while and transport into another world.
An escape.
It's where I let my dreams go wild.

August 7, 2014

beside you

Beside You - 5 Seconds of Summer

She sleeps alone
My heart wants to come home
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you
She lies awake
I'm trying to find the words to say
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you

I am in love with 5SOS at the moment. Their new album is so good!! <3

August 3, 2014

through the fire

I ran. I ran as fast as I can.
The whole building is on fire and I hear people screaming with terror.
I see the orange flames glow down the hallway catching up to me.
My lungs feel like they are about to burst and my breaths feel shorter.
I feel a strong pair of hands grab a hold of mine.
I can't see whose it is, but they are pulling me away from the danger with their life.
At that moment, I feel safe. Knowing that someone is right next to me made me sigh with relief.
I don't want to be alone in this.
As we got out of the burning building, I looked up as I coughed. It was him.
His deep blue eyes looked at me with the utmost worry I've ever seen.
He was still holding on to me.
I never want him to let go.
Can we stay in this moment forever?

July 29, 2014


It's 3AM. 
I lie awake in bed. 
Thoughts are just attacking my head. 
It hurts. How do I stop them?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
to get it out of me. And to never return.
Why can't things be easier? 
I try so hard but I'm never good enough.
I feel like a failure. A walking failure.
Wanting to sleep so bad. But I can't.
Because when it's just me alone in the dark, 
I just think and think and think.
Until I'm tired of thinking.
And it repeats the next night.

Has anyone had this feeling?

July 22, 2014

be strong

"She was fierce, 
she was strong,
she wasn't simple. 
She was crazy
and sometimes she barely slept.
She always had something to say.
She had flaws and that was okay.
And when she was down, 
she got right back up.
She was a beast in her own way,
but one idea described her best.
She was unstoppable and she took anything
she wanted with a smile."

- R. M. Drake

July 16, 2014


You - The 1975

And you're a liar, at least all of your friends are
And so am I, just typically drowned in my car
It's my party and I'll cry to the end
You must try harder than kissing all of my friends

July 12, 2014


She wants to be a raindrop.
She doesn't mind falling as long as she's not alone,
and raindrops are never alone.

July 5, 2014


The feeling when you see your old friends again.
It's like an empty part of your heart had been filled.
Even after all these years, you sit and talk like nothing happened.
And you laugh until your stomach hurts.
Hearing new things and reminiscing old memories.
Doing things you haven't for awhile.
The feeling you know that you will stay friends, no matter what happens.
Even when the busy life takes over, you'll still find a way to see each other.
You may not always see them, but you know that they are there for you.

June 26, 2014

he looks at me

He looks at me.
His eyes, ever so beautiful, stares into mine.
I want to run away and hide.
I feel my heart racing in my chest.
It's like we're the only ones here.
I wonder what he is thinking.
The awkward, shy girl that is me.
And he is looking right at me, out of everyone.

June 21, 2014

the fault in our stars movie review

So I saw the movie last week but didn't have the time to write it so I'm gonna do a quick review because I just need to talk about it. Okay? Okay.

It. Was. Amazing. The movie stayed so true to the book. Every scene was perfect! And yes I did cry T_T. And literally everyone was crying. I heard sniffles and it was just beautiful how we were all just crying together. My friend was prepared and got tissues for us.

Anyway, Ansel Elgort was perfect for Augustus and no one would have said Gus's lines perfectly. And Shailene just nailed her part. The way they portray Isaac in the movie was hilarious though. The trophy smashing scene got me laughing, however in the book, I don't think it's supposed to be funny.

The most heartbreaking scenes that got my eyes wet were the gas station scene, Gus's eulogy, and when Hazel got the call. It just broke me when Hazel found out and cried. I was in tears at this point.

Overall, this movie was a 10/10. Perfection. The ending just had me clinging on to the seat cause I just don't want it to be over. All I can say is this book and movie changed me. It is so inspirational and I got to feel what cancer patients go through. It has opened my eyes to appreciate the life I have.

"Without pain, how could we know joy?"

"Some infinities are bigger than other infinities."

"The marks humans leave are too often scars."

"Some tourists think Amsterdam is a city of sin, but in truth it is a city of freedom. And in freedom, most people find sin."

"Maybe 'okay' will be our 'always'."

June 10, 2014

brooklyn baby

Brooklyn Baby - Lana Del Rey

I think we're like fire and water
I think we're like the wind and sea
You're burning up, I'm cooling down
You're up, I'm down
You're blind I see
But I'm free
I'm free

June 5, 2014

her demon

The tears fill up her eyes and stream down her face.
No matter how hard she tries to wipe the tears away, 
it's like more keeps coming.
She lies awake in bed, 
her thoughts going into circles until her head hurts. 
Everything hurts.
She's got a war in her mind.
This girl, who smiles happily like nothing happened, 
is the one who cries every night.
And she doesn't want anyone to know.
But deep inside, she's begging for help.
For release of the sadness and the hopelessness that lives inside her, 
wanting to be free.
Like a demon possessing her every night.
She doesn't want to feel this way, but she can't help it.
She is not strong enough to battle her demon. Her demon.
Everyone has a demon inside them.
But every human treat their demons differently.
Some battle it and some let it take over.
It is up to the person to decide.

June 3, 2014

fashion tag

I'm going to do the Fashion Tag because this seems fun.
Also, I want to thank the lovely Lauren for tagging me. She is amazing. :)

1. Include one of the fashion tag buttons in your post.
2. Answer all of the questions.
3. Nominate 3-5 bloggers to do it next.

1. What's your favourite hairstyle?
I am a very simple girl and I always leave it down. But sometimes I love to have a messy bun on.

2. What is your favourite kind of top?
I looove sweaters. They are so comfy and warm to wear in the winter. In the summer, I love oversized t-shirts. Also, tank tops and crop tops are nice too. :)

3. Do you prefer shorts or skirts?
Shorts all the way! You don't have to worry about the wind blowing your skirt up. But I don't mind some skirts though.

4. Favourite style of dress?
Anything that is not tight really. I really love summer or casual dresses that are flowy and cute. Also skater dresses are cute!

5. Winter outfits or Summer outfits?
I would have to say Winter outfits because they are always warm and comfy. And they are pretty easy to wear. Just put on a sweater and jeans and there you go. :P

6. Necklaces or bracelets?
Probably necklaces. Sometimes they kind of add to your shirt and it makes it look nice.

7. Favourite kind of shoe?
I love boots! They are so nice and comfy. I love ankle boots and tall ones.

Anyone can do this tag if you want to.
Thanks for reading! :)

May 25, 2014

taking pictures

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Taking pictures," he replied. "I wish my eyes could take pictures. That's why I bought this camera. I want to take all the beautiful images my eyes ever laid on."

Then he held up his camera.

"Smile," he said.

May 21, 2014

losing yourself

I think the worst thing in the world is when you've completely lost yourself.
You don't know what to do because you have messed it all up.
You don't know where to go.
You feel like nobody understands you.
Everything you do is wrong, no matter how hard you try.
You keep trying and trying but what is the point now?
And when it comes, you just don't even bother because you know you'll fail.
So you just sit there.

May 18, 2014

all of the stars

All Of The Stars - Ed Sheeran

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

* * *

So, I just had to post this.
Let me just say that Ed Sheeran has done it again. This song just gets me all in tears. T-T *sobs*
This is so perfect for The Fault in Our Stars. I cannot wait for the movie! I will be crying buckets when I see it!

May 15, 2014

his guitar

Yes, I had to put up a pic of Niall <3

I see him play his guitar. 
Oh the beautiful sound it makes. 
And when he sings, my ears are filled with this perfect bliss that I crave for. 
His voice—deep and husky, just melts me. 
My soul is dancing to the sweet tune, sending a sensational beating in my heart. 
Each time his fingers strum the guitar, it's like he is pulling my heart strings.
The music carries up to my spine 
and every nerve within me wakes up.

May 12, 2014


When you close your eyes, what do you see?
Do you just see darkness or something more?
Are you surrounded by your hopes and dreams?

The fantasy that I long for; it all takes my breath away.
I can do anything in my dreams. I've made the impossible to possible.
Dreading the moment when I wake up, because this is far better than the real world.
Sometimes I wish I never wake up, but then I realized something.

How can you make your dreams real if you never wake up?

I should open my eyes and believe in myself; that I can make it happen. Just keep trying.
If you don't follow your dreams, who will?

May 9, 2014

we all have a story

When you go out, have you ever seen some people that look 'different'? The way they appear just kind of stand out? They dress different, they do their hair a certain way, or like certain things that you find weird.

I find it sad that some people look down on these people. Like why? So what if they like the music you don't like, or the way they dress. I don't understand why people have to judge others. We all have a story. And what makes me even more angry is when people bully them to the point of self harm and giving up.

We should not care about what anyone says and just do our thing. Because why should we care? We have one life and we could do whatever we want with it.

"There's a story behind every person. 
There's a reason why they're the way they are.
They aren't just like that because they want to.
Something in the past created them,
and sometimes it's impossible to fix them."

- Hanny Quinn

May 4, 2014

life is like a music video

You know when you have your headphones in, and you're sitting in your car or on a bus, it feels like you're in a music video? You sit there and no one is around you but yourself. It's like the song is made for you and you are listening to your own life. The scenes before your eyes match perfectly with that song.

Would you let anyone watch your music video?
You have an urge to share it to people, but at the same time you don't want them to know. The lyrics sing what you are too afraid to say.

April 30, 2014

i'm fine

"You okay?"

No. Everything hurts. I wish I could disappear. It feels like my insides have been stabbed. I wish I could tell you exactly everything, but I can't. I don't know how. So all I could manage to say was,

"Yes. I'm fine."

April 26, 2014

west coast

West Coast - Lana Del Rey

Down on the West Coast
I get this feeling like
It all could happen, that's why I'm leaving
You for the moment
You for the moment, Boy Blue, yeah you

I just looove this song so much! I can't wait for her new album Ultraviolence coming soon!! 

April 18, 2014

i'm still learning

I question myself, why am I put on this earth for? What is my purpose? I'm still on this long adventure, trying to discover how to be me. Somehow, I can't seem to find anything. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I just don't know. But, you know what? I'm still learning. I think people will never stop learning how to be themselves. You learn new things every day that help shape in who you are. I am definitely still learning who I am and the things that make me, me.

There are so many possibilities out there for me in this world.

Do I want to help others?
Saving lives?

I think I want to inspire others. How? I don't know. But there's something about inspiring others that makes me happy. I love people who inspire me. And it's them that I'm still here. There are numerous times where I have felt depressed and broke down. But I didn't give up. I would love to thank all my favourite authors and writers for their beautiful writings. And one day, I would love to write like them. Also, what inspires me is my lovely fellow bloggers. :) Yes, you reading this. So thank you for your beautiful writings, and also for reading my blog. It really helps me a lot. I am so grateful and glad that I got to know some of you and to read your beautiful blogs.

One day, I want to inspire others and maybe change their lives. Who knows? The future is scary and nobody really knows what their future will bring.

Wow, I actually didn't think this post is gonna be this long, oh well. Thanks for reading. :)

April 15, 2014

let's go

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

I would love to go backpacking in Europe one day. 

April 10, 2014


I love this feeling.
Everyone has something they do to get lost in.
Something to escape from reality and be free.
Just for a few moments.

Things that make me get lost in my own world:

Reading a good book
Listening to music
Watching movies
Watching TV
Going on a walk
Exploring a new place
Amusement parks
Watching my favourite youtubers
Talking & hanging out with friends
Going on adventures

What makes you escape from reality?

April 6, 2014

a perfect moment

I feel myself smiling again. It has been a really long time since I've felt like that. Like I truly belong. You're the one who truly made me whole again, and I've never felt so alive. I feel your arms around me. As I look up, your eyes tell me that you are holding your world, your everything. 
I never want this perfect life, 
this perfect moment, 
this perfect world to go away.

But then I woke up.
None of that was real.

March 26, 2014


Run - Snow Patrol

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

March 22, 2014


Spring is here.
Days are getting warmer.
Sun is shining.
Birds chirping.
Flowers blooming.
Grass is green.
The smell after the rain

Spring is a time of growth.
A renewal.

It's spring.

March 17, 2014


Do you sometimes wish that you have a second chance in meeting someone again for the first time? A friend. An enemy. A classmate. An acquaintance. An ex-boyfriend/girlfriend. That maybe if you didn't do or say that one thing, everything would be different with that person. What would you have said to change it? Or maybe you are so glad you have met them in that way, or you wouldn't have been the best of friends. Life is full of so many chances and opportunities. It's amazing how one little thing can change your whole life. Little things such as a simple 'hello' or a smile to a stranger can change their life. And big decisions such as what you want to do when you grow up and going to college/university. Many things have a huge impact on your life that most of us don't realize, and life gives you so many options to choose from. 

What I'm saying is you are the author of your life. Your life is a book and it is up to you to to decide what happens. Every story has its problems so it's okay if you are stuck in a difficult situation right now, you are going to make it and finish the story. Do what makes you think is right and go for it. Don't let anybody tell you that you cannot do it. 
You can. 

"I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday."

- Eleanor Roosevelt

March 15, 2014

This or That Tag

Hi guys, I've been tagged by a beautiful blogger named Tane. She is just amazing. This looks fun so why not?

Rules: Answer the questions given to you, give the people you nominate the same questions, nominate three people and let them know they've been tagged. (You don't have to do this tag if you don't want to)

Tane's questions:

Hair up or down?
Answer: down. In the summer, up would be nice

Dessert or fruit?
Answer: dessert, I have a sweet tooth!

Dress or shirt and sweatpants?
Answer: definitely shirt and sweatpants

One Direction or Jonas Brothers?
Answer: One Direction

Radio or iPod?
Answer: iPod

Sleepover at your house or at a friend's house?
Answer: friend's house, my house is always boring haha

Cookies or apples?
Answer: cookies

Playing cards or painting?
Answer: I'm not good in painting so playing cards

In a board game, would you rather be a green or a white piece?
Answer: white piece

I'm tagging:

March 11, 2014


"It's all messy:
The hair.
The bed.
The words.
The heart.

- William Leal

March 8, 2014

it's going to be okay

Have you ever have that feeling where you're in a hopeless, frustrated or a really complicated situation and you take a deep breath, and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you feel like everything's falling apart, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this miraculous feeling, that can't be described, 
but you just feel like 
everything really is
going to be okay.

March 2, 2014

beating heart

Beating Heart - Ellie Goulding

Wanna hear your beating heart tonight
Before the bleeding sun comes alive
I want to make the best of what is left hold tight
And hear my beating heart one last time before daylight

* * *

Omg this song is PERFECTION. So I finally finished reading Divergent by Veronica Roth and oh my. I have no words. It is such a beautiful story. At first it kind of reminded me of The Hunger Games, but as it got further, it was just beyond amazing. I am IN LOVE with Tobias!! <3 I cannot wait for the movie now!!!  

I am so ready for Insurgent and Allegiant. I know I'm kinda late-ish. But I will be reading them soon. I can't imagine what is going to happen in the rest of the story. I need to get ready for all the emotions.

Thanks for reading :)

March 1, 2014

the feeling you get at concerts

I love the feeling you get at concerts.
You feel your heartbeat go with the music as it blasts the stage.
I love how everyone unites as we sing together.
I love how we forget about everything else for a while and just focus in the present moment.

Music has so much power over us and it expresses what we cannot say.
Music helps us to know that we are not alone, that someone out there is also going through the same thing.
Music saves us when everything is falling apart.

February 25, 2014

take me away

As I stepped outside, my hair is all over my face. Heavy wind blew my hair to all sorts of direction. I kept walking, swaying to the left. I try to steady myself. What would it be like if the wind just carries me away? Far away. Away from all my problems and all the tiredness from this reality. To a land where everything is bliss and nothing is misery. A chance for me to start over. 

Where would go if the wind blows and carries you away?
Would you be afraid? 
Or would you like an adventure? 

February 21, 2014


I came across this blog on tumblr (link here) who has words from all over the world. These words are strange and foreign to me, but lovely. So I'm going to share some of these words and their beautiful meaning here.

[ SEE-yazh ] (French)

(n.) the scent that lingers in the air, the trail left in water, the impression made in space after something or someone has been and gone; the trace of someone's perfume

[ ah-LEKS-ih-THEE-mee-ah ]

(n.) the inability to express your feelings

[ klin-oh-MAYN-ee-ah ]

(n.) excessive desire to stay in bed

[ fi-ni-FU-gal ]

(adj.) hating endings; of someone who tries to avoid or prolong the final moments of a story, relationship, or some other journey

February 18, 2014

life's a journey

You see all these cars?
I wonder where all these people are heading to.
Home, work, picking/dropping off someone, a dance lesson.
No matter where the destination is, I hope they're happy where they are right now.

"Sometimes it's the journey that teaches you a lot about your destination."

- Drake

February 14, 2014

Sunshine Award

The rules are:

1. thank the blogger that nominated you and link to his/her blog
2. nominate other bloggers and let them know on their blogs
3. answer a list of ten questions
4. the Sunshine Award button must be posted on your blog

Thank you to Sarah Vincent and Lila Vanacore for the lovely nomination. I truly love reading your blogs, you guys are amazing :)

10 Questions:

1. Books or movies?

Both. I love reading the books first and I also love to watch it in action.

2. Favourite holiday?

Halloween because I love scary things.. but not too scary! Just the fun scary. :P Oh and who doesn't love Christmas? 

3. Summer or winter?

Summer and Autumn. I only hate winter because of the cold, but I love it when it snows.

4. Any relationship advice?

I honestly think that a good relationship should start out as friends. You should get to know each other first. Having the love of your life should also be your best friend too. 

5. Where do you want to travel to?

I would love to explore Europe <3

6. Biggest fear?

I hate spiders and insects, they just creep me out.

7. Favourite quote?

I have soo much but I really love this one right now,
"There's nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons." - Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

8. What's one thing you want to try?

I would really like to try doing yoga. It's really good for your body and I think I really need that right now.

9. Favourite memory in high school?

Oh boy, 9th grade. My favourite year. Me and my friends each had our own "guy crush" on this group of grade 11 guys. There were 4 of them. They were all friends, and they all did skateboarding. So every day at lunch we would find them outside of the school just hanging out and skateboarding. We would just be casually there, or hiding somewhere, and just watch them. (That kinda sounds creepy) But you know, we would just talk about them and stuff. AND THEN one day, one of the guys MOONED us. Which means that they pulled their pants down and showed us their butt!! Me and my friends were so shocked. So that was like the funniest thing ever. Sorry that was long.

10. What was the last thing you ate?

Chocolate! (Yum)

I nominate:

February 12, 2014

marilyn monroe

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go.
The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world.

As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.

Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”

- Marilyn Monroe

God I love her <3

February 9, 2014

say something

Say Something - A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

February 6, 2014


Tomorrow is another chance.

January 29, 2014

all the little things

I found this online a few days ago and this struck me. Those people wouldn't have been alive today if it weren't those little things that made them late or preventing them to go to work. Now, whenever some little things bother me, I should just be thankful. It may be stormy now, but it will get better. What made me who I am today were made up of all the little things in life. I am so happy that I am alive today.

January 24, 2014


OH. MY. GOD. Guys. It FINALLY happened!!! *Rose from the dead because my heart stopped beating* So if you don't know, my most all time favourite show is The Vampire Diaries. And my most all time favourite TV couple or shipping pair is Klaus and Caroline, or Klaroline. I've been waiting for this to happen since season 3, and we're on season 5. And it happened. They kissed. And did more than that. *such a hot scene*

Let me get to the details if you don't know about the show. So their relationship is kind of like a frenemy thing where Klaus falls in love with her, but she doesn't. Also she did had a werewolf boyfriend (they broke up *sad*) at the time and she will never forgive Klaus for he had murdered countless innocent people in her life and turned her boyfriend, Tyler into a hybrid; half werewolf and half vampire, just like him. And to top it off, he killed Tyler's mother. So obviously she doesn't want anything to do with Klaus, and Tyler wants his revenge on him.

When Klaus was first introduced, he was known as the villain, this horrible and very powerful original vampire hybrid who cannot be killed. He likes to murder people for fun and has a hostile and aggressive personalty. But shows compassion and a soft side whenever he sees Caroline. *swoons*

I am so sad that Klaroline may be over because when they got together in the last episode, he promised to her that he will never come back and move on. *hold up, let me cry for 5 hours* I refuse to believe this. I honestly hope that Caroline will be with Klaus and Klaroline will work.

"He's your first love, I intend to be your last. However long it takes."

- Klaus

I will wait for Klaroline, however long it takes.

Sorry, I needed to let it all out. :)

January 22, 2014

just ride

I wanna get in a car with my friends and just drive aimlessly; no destination, just a good time with absolutely no drama. I wanna feel the wind in my hair, the sun shining down on my skin, and see the world past by.

January 20, 2014

wild life

Wild Life - Hedley

If you wanna be with me I could need you now
It's a jungle out there and the teeth are out
Find a better place to be safe with me tonight
In this wild world
it's a wild life

January 16, 2014

just be you

As she looked at herself in the mirror, she whispered, "disgusting," to the girl staring back at her. "Why can't you be better?" She stood there as if she might get a reply. But her tears were the only answer.


Please don't ever change who you are just because society told you to. The most happiest people are the prettiest.

You are beautiful. 

January 13, 2014

that feeling

“My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. 
And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. 
You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you're floating. Floating in midair. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person's eyes. They're connected to yours by some invisible physical force, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls and twirls and falls completely away.” 

- Wendelin Van Draanen, Flipped

January 11, 2014

let it go

Have you ever thought of a mistake you made that day and just wish you could restart the day and fix that mistake? Like you wish you knew then what you know now and wish you could just turn back time and fix it? You keep hoping and trying the best you can, but failure's all you've known. And then you think of all the past mistakes you've made in your entire life, and you just want to start over.

All these emotions are boggled up inside:

Not good enough

Let it all go. Free yourself. Enjoy your life because this is the youngest you'll ever be.

January 7, 2014


Burn - Ellie Goulding

When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
Yeah we got the fire, fire, fire

And we gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
Gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn

January 5, 2014

the past

Have you ever thought what life was like where you're sitting fifty years ago?
Or a hundred years?
Or even a thousand years?
What kind of people lived here and what their daily life was like?

I've always admired the past. Where technology never really mattered that much.
I just kinda wish we could go back to the days where technology wasn't taking over our lives.
To enjoy more of what life has to offer.
I bet teens in the 20's and 60's have more fun than we do now.