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April 18, 2014

i'm still learning

I question myself, why am I put on this earth for? What is my purpose? I'm still on this long adventure, trying to discover how to be me. Somehow, I can't seem to find anything. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I just don't know. But, you know what? I'm still learning. I think people will never stop learning how to be themselves. You learn new things every day that help shape in who you are. I am definitely still learning who I am and the things that make me, me.

There are so many possibilities out there for me in this world.

Do I want to help others?
Saving lives?

I think I want to inspire others. How? I don't know. But there's something about inspiring others that makes me happy. I love people who inspire me. And it's them that I'm still here. There are numerous times where I have felt depressed and broke down. But I didn't give up. I would love to thank all my favourite authors and writers for their beautiful writings. And one day, I would love to write like them. Also, what inspires me is my lovely fellow bloggers. :) Yes, you reading this. So thank you for your beautiful writings, and also for reading my blog. It really helps me a lot. I am so grateful and glad that I got to know some of you and to read your beautiful blogs.

One day, I want to inspire others and maybe change their lives. Who knows? The future is scary and nobody really knows what their future will bring.

Wow, I actually didn't think this post is gonna be this long, oh well. Thanks for reading. :)


  1. I ask myself this some nights! (Pardon the pun; but that song just basically describes my life all together). I think we're all here because all of us have qualities that bring a piece of us to the table and that help the world in general, one by one, by every single person who we meet.

    xoxo Morning

    1. Wow, that is so true! Never thought of that. Thank you <3

  2. it's awesome that you have a love for inspiring people! and you have a dream of changing lives...that is an amazing dream :)
    rainbows and dreams

    1. Aww thanks so much!! And I'm sure everyone has a dream that is amazing. :)

  3. Nice post. :)


  4. Oh Cindy, dear! You WANT to inspire people? You already have, darling. Your blog is a huge inspiration to me. Your posts are beautiful, inspiring and some of them pierce my heart by saying exactly right things, or capturing the right emotion. And you are so right. I sometimes still wake up and think: who am I? What do I even do that is important? Why am I here?
    You are inspiring. <3
    Tane ♥

    P.S. May I ask (if you don't mind) if you're a christian? (just curious) :)

    1. Oh gosh, really? I am in awe! Honestly thank you so much Tane for reading my blog and for being a good friend! :) This means so much <3

      And yes, I consider myself a Christian because I do believe in God, but I don't really practice in the religious activities like going to church, pray, etc. :)

    2. In awe? Oh, dear, darling, you didn't know how wonderful your blog was? :) I am also so glad to have you as a good online blogger friend. Love reading your posts.
      I don't go to church either, but I am a definite Christian. Love God. ♥

  5. So inspiring and beautiful! Amazing job darling!