Eat. Sleep. Read. Fangirl.

July 29, 2014


It's 3AM. 
I lie awake in bed. 
Thoughts are just attacking my head. 
It hurts. How do I stop them?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
to get it out of me. And to never return.
Why can't things be easier? 
I try so hard but I'm never good enough.
I feel like a failure. A walking failure.
Wanting to sleep so bad. But I can't.
Because when it's just me alone in the dark, 
I just think and think and think.
Until I'm tired of thinking.
And it repeats the next night.

Has anyone had this feeling?

July 22, 2014

be strong

"She was fierce, 
she was strong,
she wasn't simple. 
She was crazy
and sometimes she barely slept.
She always had something to say.
She had flaws and that was okay.
And when she was down, 
she got right back up.
She was a beast in her own way,
but one idea described her best.
She was unstoppable and she took anything
she wanted with a smile."

- R. M. Drake

July 16, 2014


You - The 1975

And you're a liar, at least all of your friends are
And so am I, just typically drowned in my car
It's my party and I'll cry to the end
You must try harder than kissing all of my friends

July 12, 2014


She wants to be a raindrop.
She doesn't mind falling as long as she's not alone,
and raindrops are never alone.

July 5, 2014


The feeling when you see your old friends again.
It's like an empty part of your heart had been filled.
Even after all these years, you sit and talk like nothing happened.
And you laugh until your stomach hurts.
Hearing new things and reminiscing old memories.
Doing things you haven't for awhile.
The feeling you know that you will stay friends, no matter what happens.
Even when the busy life takes over, you'll still find a way to see each other.
You may not always see them, but you know that they are there for you.