Eat. Sleep. Read. Fangirl.

May 25, 2014

taking pictures

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Taking pictures," he replied. "I wish my eyes could take pictures. That's why I bought this camera. I want to take all the beautiful images my eyes ever laid on."

Then he held up his camera.

"Smile," he said.

May 21, 2014

losing yourself

I think the worst thing in the world is when you've completely lost yourself.
You don't know what to do because you have messed it all up.
You don't know where to go.
You feel like nobody understands you.
Everything you do is wrong, no matter how hard you try.
You keep trying and trying but what is the point now?
And when it comes, you just don't even bother because you know you'll fail.
So you just sit there.

May 18, 2014

all of the stars

All Of The Stars - Ed Sheeran

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

* * *

So, I just had to post this.
Let me just say that Ed Sheeran has done it again. This song just gets me all in tears. T-T *sobs*
This is so perfect for The Fault in Our Stars. I cannot wait for the movie! I will be crying buckets when I see it!

May 15, 2014

his guitar

Yes, I had to put up a pic of Niall <3

I see him play his guitar. 
Oh the beautiful sound it makes. 
And when he sings, my ears are filled with this perfect bliss that I crave for. 
His voice—deep and husky, just melts me. 
My soul is dancing to the sweet tune, sending a sensational beating in my heart. 
Each time his fingers strum the guitar, it's like he is pulling my heart strings.
The music carries up to my spine 
and every nerve within me wakes up.

May 12, 2014


When you close your eyes, what do you see?
Do you just see darkness or something more?
Are you surrounded by your hopes and dreams?

The fantasy that I long for; it all takes my breath away.
I can do anything in my dreams. I've made the impossible to possible.
Dreading the moment when I wake up, because this is far better than the real world.
Sometimes I wish I never wake up, but then I realized something.

How can you make your dreams real if you never wake up?

I should open my eyes and believe in myself; that I can make it happen. Just keep trying.
If you don't follow your dreams, who will?

May 9, 2014

we all have a story

When you go out, have you ever seen some people that look 'different'? The way they appear just kind of stand out? They dress different, they do their hair a certain way, or like certain things that you find weird.

I find it sad that some people look down on these people. Like why? So what if they like the music you don't like, or the way they dress. I don't understand why people have to judge others. We all have a story. And what makes me even more angry is when people bully them to the point of self harm and giving up.

We should not care about what anyone says and just do our thing. Because why should we care? We have one life and we could do whatever we want with it.

"There's a story behind every person. 
There's a reason why they're the way they are.
They aren't just like that because they want to.
Something in the past created them,
and sometimes it's impossible to fix them."

- Hanny Quinn

May 4, 2014

life is like a music video

You know when you have your headphones in, and you're sitting in your car or on a bus, it feels like you're in a music video? You sit there and no one is around you but yourself. It's like the song is made for you and you are listening to your own life. The scenes before your eyes match perfectly with that song.

Would you let anyone watch your music video?
You have an urge to share it to people, but at the same time you don't want them to know. The lyrics sing what you are too afraid to say.