losing yourself

I think the worst thing in the world is when you've completely lost yourself.

You don't know what to do because you have messed it all up.

You don't know where to go.
You feel like nobody understands you.

Everything you do is wrong, no matter how hard you try.

You keep trying and trying but what is the point now?

And when it comes, you just don't even bother because you know you'll fail.

So you just sit there.

Empty.