Eat. Sleep. Read. Fangirl.

April 30, 2014

i'm fine

"You okay?"

No. Everything hurts. I wish I could disappear. It feels like my insides have been stabbed. I wish I could tell you exactly everything, but I can't. I don't know how. So all I could manage to say was,

"Yes. I'm fine."

April 26, 2014

west coast

West Coast - Lana Del Rey

Down on the West Coast
I get this feeling like
It all could happen, that's why I'm leaving
You for the moment
You for the moment, Boy Blue, yeah you

I just looove this song so much! I can't wait for her new album Ultraviolence coming soon!! 

April 18, 2014

i'm still learning

I question myself, why am I put on this earth for? What is my purpose? I'm still on this long adventure, trying to discover how to be me. Somehow, I can't seem to find anything. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I just don't know. But, you know what? I'm still learning. I think people will never stop learning how to be themselves. You learn new things every day that help shape in who you are. I am definitely still learning who I am and the things that make me, me.

There are so many possibilities out there for me in this world.

Do I want to help others?
Saving lives?

I think I want to inspire others. How? I don't know. But there's something about inspiring others that makes me happy. I love people who inspire me. And it's them that I'm still here. There are numerous times where I have felt depressed and broke down. But I didn't give up. I would love to thank all my favourite authors and writers for their beautiful writings. And one day, I would love to write like them. Also, what inspires me is my lovely fellow bloggers. :) Yes, you reading this. So thank you for your beautiful writings, and also for reading my blog. It really helps me a lot. I am so grateful and glad that I got to know some of you and to read your beautiful blogs.

One day, I want to inspire others and maybe change their lives. Who knows? The future is scary and nobody really knows what their future will bring.

Wow, I actually didn't think this post is gonna be this long, oh well. Thanks for reading. :)

April 15, 2014

let's go

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

I would love to go backpacking in Europe one day. 

April 10, 2014


I love this feeling.
Everyone has something they do to get lost in.
Something to escape from reality and be free.
Just for a few moments.

Things that make me get lost in my own world:

Reading a good book
Listening to music
Watching movies
Watching TV
Going on a walk
Exploring a new place
Amusement parks
Watching my favourite youtubers
Talking & hanging out with friends
Going on adventures

What makes you escape from reality?

April 6, 2014

a perfect moment

I feel myself smiling again. It has been a really long time since I've felt like that. Like I truly belong. You're the one who truly made me whole again, and I've never felt so alive. I feel your arms around me. As I look up, your eyes tell me that you are holding your world, your everything. 
I never want this perfect life, 
this perfect moment, 
this perfect world to go away.

But then I woke up.
None of that was real.