It's 3AM.
I lie awake in bed.
Thoughts are just attacking my head.
It hurts. How do I stop them?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
to get it out of me. And to never return.
Why can't things be easier?
I try so hard but I'm never good enough.
I feel like a failure. A walking failure.
Wanting to sleep so bad. But I can't.
Because when it's just me alone in the dark,
I just think and think and think.
Until I'm tired of thinking.
And it repeats the next night.
Has anyone had this feeling?
Yep :P
ReplyDeleteI sure have!
ReplyDeleteGood post:)
I have had this feeling! This is a good post! -Jollygirl from the blog: http://reflectionsofajollygirl.blogspot.com/
ReplyDeleteYes! I suffered through this the day before yesterday! In fact, one of my blog friends has written about this here, and it may help:
ReplyDeletehttp://imcapturingsunshine.blogspot.com/2014/07/sleepless-nights-when-your-mind-is.html/
xoxo Morning
http://theworldthroughmywindowsill.blogspot.com
Okay, glad I'm not alone. Oh thank you so much for the link. It was beautifully written and helped me a lot. Thanks. <3
DeleteOh, I know this feeling too well...the dark is where all your thoughts come out.
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Yes, it does.
DeleteYou don't know how well I know that feeling. It frustrates me, really.
ReplyDeleteBut I'm glad to know someone else can relate. ♥ Wonderful post, Cindy. You write extremely well.
Thank you Tane! You are so lovely. And yes, I am so glad as well that many people can relate. Makes me feel a whole lot better that we are not alone. <3
DeleteHey Cindy - I've nominated you for the Liebster Award! You can read the full post here.
ReplyDeleteEmily | Lynde Avenue
Thank you so much Emily!! :)
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