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July 29, 2014


It's 3AM. 
I lie awake in bed. 
Thoughts are just attacking my head. 
It hurts. How do I stop them?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
to get it out of me. And to never return.
Why can't things be easier? 
I try so hard but I'm never good enough.
I feel like a failure. A walking failure.
Wanting to sleep so bad. But I can't.
Because when it's just me alone in the dark, 
I just think and think and think.
Until I'm tired of thinking.
And it repeats the next night.

Has anyone had this feeling?


  1. I have had this feeling! This is a good post! -Jollygirl from the blog:

  2. Yes! I suffered through this the day before yesterday! In fact, one of my blog friends has written about this here, and it may help:

    xoxo Morning

    1. Okay, glad I'm not alone. Oh thank you so much for the link. It was beautifully written and helped me a lot. Thanks. <3

  3. Oh, I know this feeling too well...the dark is where all your thoughts come out.

  4. You don't know how well I know that feeling. It frustrates me, really.
    But I'm glad to know someone else can relate. ♥ Wonderful post, Cindy. You write extremely well.

    1. Thank you Tane! You are so lovely. And yes, I am so glad as well that many people can relate. Makes me feel a whole lot better that we are not alone. <3

  5. Hey Cindy - I've nominated you for the Liebster Award! You can read the full post here.

    Emily | Lynde Avenue