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August 16, 2014

twenty

Today, I turn twenty. I am officially not a teen anymore. But really, I still feel like a kid. I am so lucky to say that I have lived for twenty years and counting. I have learned so many things throughout the years. Now I look back at my life and think; so many mistakes, failures and awkward situations I've made. And that is okay. Being in my twenties now is a whole new step. I don't know if I am ready for it. The term 'adult' scares me. Being one has so many responsibilities. When I was younger, being an adult to me meant being successful, smart, and just know how to do things. Now I am one and I have none of those qualities. I ask myself, "what am I doing with my life?" I still don't know. All I know is that there are numerous adventures just waiting for me. I am still young. And I want to use my youth to go to new places, meet new people, make new friends, and make new memories. I want to just go. And I will answer my question someday. It's not over yet.
- 15 August, 2014

I wrote this yesterday which was my birthday, but I posted it today cause I didn't had time. :)


This was my birthday cake I got at a sushi restaurant with my family. So pretty! <3

18 comments:

  1. Happy birthday! Yeah, this stage is hard. I'm not as old as you yet, but still, "What am I going to do with my life?" is such a hard question to answer. Your birthday cake is amazing, by the way. ^.^ So yummy!

    xoxo Morning

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    1. Aww thank you!! And yes, it was so good! :)

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  2. Happy birthday (yesterday) Cindy! :) I hope you have an absolutely wonderful year full of new experiences and good friends and happy times. <3<3



    xx

    a free mind

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  3. Happy birthday! I remember I was like that when I turned thirteen two years ago:)

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    1. Thanks Kat! :) And yeah, it can feel scary at times.

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  4. I have tagged you for the Liebster Award: http://almostcompletelymad.blogspot.com.au/2014/08/liebster-award.html?showComment=1408353985829#c7369140114019840301

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  5. OH MY GOSH
    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
    THAT CAKE IS BEAUTIFUL JUST LIKE YOU AND YOUR WRITING <3
    ~LL

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    1. Thank you so much Laurel! You are so lovely! <3

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  6. Happy birthday!!!! I hope you had a simply wonderful day :)
    xxLizzie

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  7. Nominated you for an award! http://castleintheair-inspired.blogspot.com/
    xxLizzie

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    1. Thank you so much for the award! :)

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  8. Happy belated birthday Cindy!
    Hope you had a great day<3
    -Lauren xoxo

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  9. Happy late birthday Cindy! I think the world tries to tell us we MUST know what we're doing with our life when we become adults, but I don't feel like that's true. It's okay to be clueless, and it's okay to have your life mapped out. :)
    Anyway HAAAAAPPPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAY! ;)

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    1. Thank you Madeline!! And yes, I agree. Thank you for your words. <3

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