trapped

"I found hell in my head and heaven in other people; 

they could never collide at the same time. 

And when they did I was still burning in the fire.

Sometimes I feel like my life is a wild beast trapped in an unlocked cage, 

and it is awfully afraid on what lies on the other side. 

That is what hell is like; 

having something viciously brilliant inside of you, 

but not believing in it enough to set it free."

- R. M. Drake