You know that one thing you can't stop thinking about?
It keeps you up at night and you have a wave of emotions going on. Even when you try so hard to forget, it just creeps back up whenever it feels like. That one thing. I still think about it, even if it's in the past. You're supposed to move on and forget about it, but not me. When things go wrong with me, I will forever remember it. Years will past, and I will still remember that terrible moment. That feeling of stupidity and embarrassment. And you just want to run away or not even exist anymore. But sometimes, at the end of the day, I have to remind myself that I survived 100% of my worst days, I think I will be alright.
Such a lovely post and it's so true. <3
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Thank you Madi! :)
DeleteYou will be all right. I promise.
ReplyDeleteBut...never let the past dictate your future. Rather, let it be part of who you will become. Your past is part of what makes you YOU. And yes, you have 100% survived your worst days. There are bad days ahead too, but never not enough grace to get through them.
Keep smiling, sunflower.
Thank you so much Raquel! I really needed that, thank you for your lovely comment. <3
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