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January 2, 2015

hello 2015

I can't believe we have reached the year 2015. It feels weird. It flew by so fast. 2014 has been a very rocky year for me. It felt like my world is collapsing and I was completely upside down. There was nothing to do but watch my life crumble. Work, stress, depression, loneliness — it came to me all at once. Everything seemed impossible. There even came a time when I was really sick for more than a week, and I was not myself for a few months. And nobody noticed. I cried. And I cried. And I cried. It was just way too much for me.

But a few months before the end of 2014, something happened to me that I never thought would. I met someone. It was someone I talked to over the internet. I have never in my life met someone online. We talked and talked, and I found myself falling for him. We are so alike in many ways and I didn't think that was possible. I never thought I would find someone who understands completely what I go through sometimes. Not even my friends. But this person is different. Something special about him I can't quite put into words. Now it's almost been 3 months since we met. And whenever I see him, it made me forget about all my problems, and I feel so much happier with him.

I really hope 2015 is the year for me to start anew. This will be a new chapter in my life for me to write about. I hope this year will be a better year. I can't wait to make new memories this year with the people in my life. And I hope to meet more amazing people. I wish all of you beautiful writers a happy, prosperous new year. Let's bring it on 2015!


12 comments:

  1. Happy New Year!
    I hope 2015 is great for you! <3

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    1. Happy new year Jordy! And same to you too. :)

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  3. I hope 2015 is much better than all of the downing stuff you had to endure during 2014! And I'm so happy that you found someone and are falling for them. Is it love? Or mutual attraction? Just ignore me; I question how it is, to feel like falling in love, even though I am not ready or interested in that stage of life, then. :P

    Hope you have a lovely new year!

    xoxo Morning
    (Sorry for deleting that last comment; I realized I kind of messed up on something. :))

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    1. Thank you so much! And you know, I'm not even so sure myself. I think it's love. I don't know but he just makes me happy. :)

      And happy new year! <3

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    2. I think love... gosh, it's such a hard emotion to actually convey because it could mean so many different things. So many components are all joined into love... I think love does mean happiness, in a sense. I may not be in love in that way but I am in love, in the brotherly/sisterly caring sort of way. Those people I do love, my really close friends-- they make me really happy. It even hurts to write this because I know it would be hard to return to something like that again... well, whatever it may be, I do wish you the best. It's hard to find true love. :)

      xoxo Morning

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  4. Happy new year, Cindy! I hope 2015 is a wonderful blessed year for you.

    xx

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  5. Happy New Year! Maybe it bring you happiness:)

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    1. Thanks Kat! Happy new year to you, dear. :)

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  6. I wish you the very best new year, Cindy! I'm so glad you found somebody who understands you so perfectly. I think we all need one haha. ;) xx

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    1. Thank you so much Madeline! And same goes for you, happy new year! :)

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