It's 3AM.
I lie awake in bed.
Thoughts are just attacking my head.
It hurts. How do I stop them?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs,
to get it out of me. And to never return.
Why can't things be easier?
I try so hard but I'm never good enough.
I feel like a failure. A walking failure.
Wanting to sleep so bad. But I can't.
Because when it's just me alone in the dark,
I just think and think and think.
Until I'm tired of thinking.
And it repeats the next night.
Has anyone had this feeling?