silence

You know you're comfortable with someone when you two can sit there without a word. Silence. Others may find it too awkward, but I don't. Sometimes you don't need words, but simply just being there. Knowing that someone can stick up with me is more than enough. It's something special. It brings us closer together. A bonding. Looking at each other's eyes like it's the first time we ever saw beauty. Just the presence of you is all I need.

hello 2015

I can't believe we have reached the year 2015. It feels weird. It flew by so fast. 2014 has been a very rocky year for me. It felt like my world is collapsing and I was completely upside down. There was nothing to do but watch my life crumble. Work, stress, depression, loneliness — it came to me all at once. Everything seemed impossible. There even came a time when I was really sick for more than a week, and I was not myself for a few months. And nobody noticed. I cried. And I cried. And I cried. It was just way too much for me.

But a few months before the end of 2014, something happened to me that I never thought would. I met someone. It was someone I talked to over the internet. I have never in my life met someone online. We talked and talked, and I found myself falling for him. We are so alike in many ways and I didn't think that was possible. I never thought I would find someone who understands completely what I go through sometimes. Not even my friends. But this person is different. Something special about him I can't quite put into words. Now it's almost been 3 months since we met. And whenever I see him, it made me forget about all my problems, and I feel so much happier with him.

I really hope 2015 is the year for me to start anew. This will be a new chapter in my life for me to write about. I hope this year will be a better year. I can't wait to make new memories this year with the people in my life. And I hope to meet more amazing people. I wish all of you beautiful writers a happy, prosperous new year. Let's bring it on 2015!

just one day

"We are born in one day.
We die in one day.
We can change in one day.
And we can fall in love in one day.
Anything can happen in just one day."

- Gayle Forman, Just One Day

happy

Happy - Marina and the Diamonds

It felt so sweet

It felt so strong

It made me feel like

I belonged

And all the sadness inside me

Melted away

Like I was free

snow

White. Fluffy. Cold. Wet. 

Snow.

 Everything is covered in a soft blanket of snow and the scene before me transformed, making it a magical land full of wonder and beauty. 

Something seems so peaceful about that.

 Though delicate, snow is icy and cold.

And every snowflake gently falling is unique and beautiful in its own way, just like every human. 

When the Christmas lights are on, I find myself smiling. Life has been so dull and busy that I haven't been feeling festive and joyful. 

Christmas is just around the corner, 

and it gives me a bit of hope. 

Hope that things will work out. 

Hope that the last month of the year will make a difference. 

Hope that I will start the new year with goals and making it right. 

Hope that it will be a good one. 

I just have to believe.